Written and published by Jean-Louis.3/2012
"An act
of love that fails is just as much a part of the divine life as an act
of love that succeeds, for love is measured by fullness, not by
reception." Harold Loukes.
Have you ever
felt a little sad or ignored when your hard work for the Lord was not
producing fruit that was tangible in the lives of people you serve? Have
you wondered if there was something wrong in your methods or even that
the Lord was not blessing your efforts and doubted that you were in His
will? Have you felt discouraged by the apparent failure of your
ministry?
Or your
self-inflicted criticism could turn into an understandable
self-justification into accepting a self-imposed defeat and throwing
down the gloves. "After all the Lord has not blessed me with the gift of
evangelism", you might argue. Look at all the successful ministries with
crowds waiting in lines to participate in the latest human-crowd-baiting nets operations.
Not all
fishermen are in the fishing business equipped with huge nets and fleets of boats
to carry all the catch. Big fishing ministries might not start with the initial call,
blessings of God ending up with the final rewards for faithful service but you surely can if you are fishing for God, with God and in whatever pond, river or sea the Master has called to be.
"But wait a
minute, what about me?" you might retort. All I have is two hands, one mouth and the Word
of God to help me. My friend, you have all you need to be, maybe not as an
apparently successful captain of a fishing boat fleet, but as a faithful
angler because God has called you to cast your bread on the waters and
not to worry about the size of the catch.
Conversely, you
might be gifted by the Lord to feed the fish instead of catching it. We
are not in the business of killing the fish. The fish is already dead.
Sure, physically, it jumps, swims, eats and reproduces just any normal
fish. So why are we surprised when the fish escapes the hook and swims
away?
Do we think the
hook is as important as the bait? Are we sorry that the fish got away?
Maybe we have it backward in our attempts to draw people to Jesus.
We
should rejoice when the fish gets away with the bait, the Word of God,
the real food that will one day give them life and imperceptibly but
surely help them to get closer to the day when the Word of God will
produce its work of new birth and eternal salvation. Then, they will
grow bigger and stronger and reproduce.
Paul in I Corinthians said that one plants the seed, another waters it according to the task assigned by God. “Neither
he who plants, nor he who waters is anything, but only God who makes
things grow. The man who plants and the man who waters have one purpose
and each will be rewarded according to his own labor”. I Corinthians 3:7-9.
To
go back to the initial quote above, if your service to God and your
fellow human is an act of love accomplished in faith and obedience to
our Lord Jesus it might seem to you as a failure because of the seeming
lack of immediate results, it might be that the person that was the
object of your love did not receive it, but that does not take away your
unwavering commitment and your acting in faith and love. It just might
be a matter of time. Sooner or later, up or down the stream of life,
another angler will build on your faithful work and bring the fish home
hopefully without the wounds of unscrupulous fishermen using false bait
and using big hooks and harpoons that hurt the fish.
Take
the example of the great missionary to India, William Carey whose
biography I recommend reading: “ after seven years of tireless toil in
India Carey still did not have a single convert!” However he trusted in
the Word of God for his life and he quotes it in the text of a historic
sermon in Isaiah 54:2-3: “Enlarge the place of
your tent and let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings. Do
not spare, lengthen your cords and strengthen your stakes! For you shall
expand to the right and to the left and your descendants will inherit
the nations, and make desolate cities inhabited.” And this is exactly what he did.
Paul,
Apollos, all the disciples and great men of God throughout history can
be used as good examples to emulate (see the list in hall of faith in
Hebrew 11).
However
the best and supreme example of somebody who acted with the highest disinterested
kind of love who could have been seen as a failure was our Lord
Jesus-Christ. He spent the 33 years of his short life being rejected. He
was not attractive or beautiful in his human form, had nothing that
would make man desire him, a man full of sorrow, despised. Talk about a
failure in the eyes of the unbelieving world. He was oppressed,
afflicted, and did not complain. He was betrayed, died through the false
testimony of lying witnesses. He dies the death of the worst criminals.
And he did it for the love of his Father and love for you and me. He
labored and was faithful even to his death but not in vain, because look
at what beautiful inheritance -- salvation from eternal death and the
promise of the Spirit and eternal life with him -- he won for the
millions of believers who trust in him. This is the great victory
brought by his sacrifice on the cross.
If
you trust him with your life he can turn your apparent failures into
victories. Don´t look at instant results judging your performance by the
way people react to your sharing the truth with others. “Watch your life and your doctrine closely. Persevere in them, because if you do, you will save both yourself and your hearers. I Timothy 4:15,16.
God
is a good and tender loving Father who likes to reward his faithful and
obedient children with surprises big and small in answer to our
prayers.
This is what the Word says concerning fullness, love, faith and works. “For God was pleased to have all his fullness dwell in him, Col 1:19; For
in Christ all the fullness of the Deity lives in bodily form and you
have been given this fullness in Christ, who is the head over every
power and authority. Colossians 2:9, 10.
The only thing that counts is faith expressing itself through love." Gal. 5:6.
Whatever
you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord not for
men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord
as a reward.. It is the Lord Christ whom you are serving. Colossians 3:23.
Jean-Louis.